My 18th birthday is only a week away and its getting closer to the end of my year 12. Although I've tried to keep my mind off things i just cant seem to get over the fact that
Im not going to enjoy my birthday and Im not at all going to enjoy schoolies.(end of year12/secondary college celebrations)
I should be out at parties, drinking, meeting girls but Im not, instead I feel like Im wasting one of the best parts of my life (which i am).
The fact that i am currently and will be missing out on things i should be experiencing, and that i will never be able to again is doing my head in. Not only that but Im starting to get anxious about my birthday now that its so close, everyone will be asking me what will you be doing for your 18th, wheres the party going to be, WHAT how can you not be having a party for your 18th birthday.
Too many thoughts right now, just want to sleep.