Barca Terrified Newbie

Joined: 12 May 2008 Posts: 2
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Posted: Mon May 12, 2008 Post subject: Neck muscle tension and jerking |
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I've been doing really well for several years and then "BOOM", my old symptoms revisit me unannounced out of the blue. I was at work Friday night and my co-worker was talking to me. All of a sudden, my neck tightened and the jerking began. Of course, I tried to duck, hide, and cover up the situation. I don't want people to see this. It looks dumb (in my opinion.) Then I spent the rest of the shift questioning myself and attempting to deal with the presence of worry that had been very under control for years. I'm honest with myself. I don't get where and why I'm going through this again. I know I'll have to do some serious work to pull out of this. The embarrassment and avoidance will have to be dealt with. I have to talk to myself constantly to think rationally. I was just going along with life and now I'm back to the effort. So exhausting.
Does anyone else have a problem with neck jerking? I've had this since I was 15 and I'll be 48 soon. Barb |
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